Actually it has been a long time since I have not write anything. I stop writing before because I feel so empty and very unmotivated to even write about something. I realize in myself that the condition of my current situation affect a lot in directing what kind of writing I should write. The current emotion is very important to me to express in a subtle way in writing.
I still remember those times when I feel annoyed towards myself of other people, I expressed it through writing that only me can interpret and understood. Other people will view it as something normal that I observe about my surrounding but only me understand what the story behind it.
Sigh.
I miss reading. I miss writing. I miss indulge in my own world without feeling disturbed by things that happen around me. I think I should write again. And this time, not just to let people read, but most importantly to reflect on myself, how far has I gone and how good I had stood up, after a long episode of falling down.
2019; I am actually eager to reach 2020.
It is a looooong journey that I have been through and I am glad that I still survive.
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